Posts Tagged ‘ wondering ’

Beardoe’s Rant

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Whatever keeps us
Away,
Is what keeps distracted us
At bay,
Most of the time
We think it’s okay,
This will eventually
Just Go away,
Saving all the hate
For another day,
Either believing or second guessing
what all them Have to Say,
Settling for
“that’s so cray”,
When theres soul much more
Left here At stake,
It all vanishes
With out a trace,
Speaking of implants
That’s are so fake,
We take our real
And figure out how they relate,
But since it’s different
We disregard it like its a Sunday,
Already complaining
About the week showing its face,
5 more days
Is our chant for chase,
Working for the weekend
Like its some race,
Not enjoying the opportunity
That comes with today.
Getting lost in sounds
That quickly hypnotize are brains,
Sure to unlock the doors
With secrets that feel like lace,
Designed to influence
What subconscious keeps safe,
Only growing stronger
In all the time that we waste,
Yet my legs still
Move not in haste,
Don’t let the enemy
Take you & keep you a slave.

Rerun opportunities

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Simple is
As simple does.
Which explains
Why one was,
Going through loops
Of an never ending run.
Repeating what
They’re too afraid of,
Jumping to and
Getting away from.

In Life

If

we are

an image

 of our creator

why

 are we so evil?

Is it the world

whose space age

technology

has somehow

broken through

the filter…

opposites attract

there can’t be dark

without no light

and you can’t feel empty

without

 some sort of filler…

some

are with the soul

of an angel

and there are those

hunting with the instincts

of a killer…

some

are “blessed” with both

at the same time

confusing

the destination

of the

 fulfiller…

 is

 whats meant to be

what happens accidentally

and who forcibly

 pulls the trigger?

I suppose

this book

this passage

wouldn’t be entertaining

if it wasnt

a thriller

I see More than a Twinkle

Fairy tales

nightmares,

all that she wants

its right there,

in her dreams

up in the air,

all she can do

is just stare,

wonder

unaware,

her energy

that slight scare,

that down here

is not up there,

figuring that in due time

it will all fare well,

but until then

farewell,

right now is far to far

& there’s contemplation on withering away or dare to care…

it takes much to look up

knowing that, I’m stuck down here,

that twinkling from my obstacles & moon light

provides just, enough glare,

that shines on my bruises

& strengths that most often tear,

oh how just a kiss

will cure the heaviest of moments I don’t want to share

Skipping Steps

I’m not looking

both ways

i’ve noticed

i’ve been skipping steps,

doing way better

than I deserve

oh please tell me

horror isn’t next,

you reap

what you sow

 a wise man

once said,

but if i’ve been

a lazy awful bastard

is that what I’ve planting

or am I reaping from previous?

oh it’s so difficult

to figure out

I probably shouldnt

fill my head with such things,

but theres so much

that i’ve pulled away from

its hard to pull into

what I haven’t been wanting to see,

reality is reality

and thats something

that is going to be

with or without me having an alarm to ring,

is it wrong

that i’m enjoying my self

speaking loudly

while I have the ability to sing?

or should I

use every precious moment

to keep building

until I no longer breathe?

more iF than you can shake a stick at

if fait

and

destiny

are predetermined,

does that

mean

putting an effort forth

is pretty much worthless,

if i go

all the way

is someone else

short serviced,

and if there’s

only

one spot at the top

is it 1st come 1st serve while the other is diverted?

future truth

I cant run from the past

all I can do is hit the gas,

and go towards a place

that’s far away/somewhere safe,

if that means outside my comfort

zone I cant wast time & wonder,

what if this doesn’t work what can I

believe if it all sounds like lies..

that’s the past and its rotten at its root

that’s why im going forward searching for truth..