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The Demons We Know & Love

We all fuss,
We all fight.
Sometimes in a rush,
Sometimes outta spite.
Usually because
entitled we recite.
Allowing the hurt we endure
Kept alive & just ripe.
The beast on its toes
We entice through the night.
Questioning the weakness
That is now
Only After
a swing & a bite.

Beg to differ?

she doesn’t want much

but im not willing to give

what she does,

it’s all a matter of love

and where my hearts come from

a slight push automatically receives a shove,

her right hook

has never been mistook

for some kind type of hug,

she’s mistaken

what is agape

with generic physical attraction,

considering how one meets

depicts what repeats

and what isn’t at random,

 “just” is just that

and there are no promises made

when we’re “just having fun”,

what you put up with

you end up with

 oh you beg to differ? I hope you have a good run

True to Thy Self

Can I be honest?

I felt like I havent done that completely,

The person that you know

isn’t necessarily that clingy,

it’s a defence mechanism used to be the good guy

so that the other person is the asshole for leaving,

truthfully I do in my core, love with all of me

but I’m not at the point right now, of settling,

I’ve gone to CostCo noticed the many things

and will not stop until I’ve tasted everything worth sampling,

Such is the case with a killer

I had hoped was going to be the death of me,

and out of “sheare randomness” she reached out

so what’d I do, I acted like “me”,

She’d ask what I’ve been up to

I’d speak of searching for love, knowing damn well that’ll push her away from me,

I want to be a respectful gentleman

and not like the passionate poet that tends to speak more abrasively,

I want her to be aware her that I can & will fulfill her in a way she hasn’t

completing her, by only using one part of me,

However I later figured that would too foward

but then I contemplate “what if” maybe that is what is needed to get the end result of “we”,

if only for a moment, since that’s all we have

where not really promised too many things,

the devil doesnt trick you into sin

with more than a few warning signs & give the luxury of bracing,

the greatest cooking is paced slowly but surely,

one should know the basics & respect what is worthy,

but we live in modern times which means there’s no order in which what can be on going with glory,

there’s an algorithm to life but calculating is sometimes boring,

my Dear Killer Cha if & when  you read this, this is fair warning,

If & when we engage you will be put to blissful agony that will make your desire’ss greed portly

I’ve come about things all wrong and if this is what it is to push you away then that’s what I get for not being 100 & snoring,

I want to go deeper

and explain how I want to be used,

but I don’t want to be too revealing

and give away too many clues,

on my home remedies, with movies & wine

and other methods of killing the blues,

I’m sure with your beauty

this isn’t surprising or of any news,

Be true to thy self

and indulge in what you’re wanting to.

No Time For Games

time is of the essence

and there’s no time like the present

the Lord allows for misery, so he can bestow his blessings

strength comes out from our hunger, so we don’t buckle down under that which is tempting

love knows no bound

so lets not bull shit her if we don’t plan on being a loyal tenant

no matter how good the reason

all excuses are plain out irrelevant

if you don’t want to break

then don’t even bend a little bit

She Finds A Way

always independent

so very capable on her own

she’s been through hell and back

you can tell it in her attitude, when its shows

now a little slower to anger than before

these trying times showcase how she’s grown

her elegance is defined

in her posture and in her tone,

she’s too beautiful and full of energy

to be all by herself alone

a queen without a king

she sits in her throne

missing something unmistakable

she runs through not-so-lady-like-hoes all the more,

after just a little bit of wine

and a whole lot of time to think

she makes the decisions

that her mind wouldn’t normally allow to sink

she closes in with a hug

but then pushes away with her feet

leading me to brush along her legs

and take control of the thing

that’s so obviously in between us, unspoken

what am I to think

I have a feeling im being chosen

but then she starts to sing

a song speaking of a love

that’s so beautiful it’s too hard to believe

im telling her that its real

she sighs, “it’s a myth or an older generations rarity”

I want to grab her and kiss her

but I don’t think she’s ment for me

God brought us together for either a miracle

or my own personal tragedy,

not being to sure which one is which

I let the moment pass away

she sits back from our oneness

as if to say “here I wait”

I know patience isn’t the virtue

that she processes as her forte

I have a feeling what I wanted so strongly in the past

is either an illusion or to little to late

one plays a pawn to the other

while both think to them selves “check mate” 

time and distance have always been

an obsticle, it always comes into play

but against all THE odds

she always finds a way

back into my presence

were we re start what to me seems like a fairy tale conspiracy game

which whether or not is true

I love her in my heart is all the same

deep into my soul

she finds a way


there’s something that you give me

I had a feeling that was missing,

not so much the butterflies of excitement

but more like the wanting/anticipation of kissing,

if your mind can produce such thoughts

I can only imagine what those lips do with feeling,

ive become soul very thirsty

your curiosity and fight for more knowledge, to me is very refreshing,

I am very reticent to approach you

obviously your looks give a man something that can be tempting,

but the information you divulge

gives me something a whole lot more than fleshy thinking,

I can tell and you’ve admitted

that there’s been more then some sort of pain in the past,

you make me want to be jesus with the worlds “lynching”

and take those hits for you in the flash,

all in all its ment to help you grow, even though

its taken you in circles across & away from your path,

however the good lord wouldn’t put you in such terrain

if you weren’t able to walk around in the sand,

you’ve been force-fed scriptures, policies & procedures

since the early hey days of your youth,

however these are the end of days

more than ever that  the light in you, is going to shine truth,

there’s more wolves in Sheppard’s clothing

then there are in sheep, but you can tell by how uncouth,

 they act when wanting to take their time with “things”

see how long it take for them to go “poof”,

your interests and your image

in description is but a fraction,

of all that you are and whats to be from afar

but good lord would I love the woman who has them,

something after my own heart from the start

is what we wish in the real with no faking or acting,

so until two souls come together and become whole

you my love are Missing In Action

so pretty she puts my beliefs on hold

she’s prettier then I remember

its funny what it took to see

all that she truly is

when im not concerned of her over powering and  controlling me

she’s so wild and she’s so free

im intoxicated by her energy

all I want is to touch her all over

just to make sure that she’s really in front of me

and then when I do

all that she can do is but smile and giggle at me

seeing my soul mate in another flesh that I honestly thought was the devil

scares the BE jesus out of me

that to me