Posts Tagged ‘ relax ’

MadMan

Self interest

highly addicted

overly medicated

mom tested & kid approved,

wearing all the template faces

reflecting off

the many moods

of all the moons,

this is different

the weeks been twisted

woe to what sexy mixed in

& to what Elohim showed through & proved,

 even though

my mind knows better

my flesh wants what is clever

and to satisfy its worldly womb,

a little to drink

a lot to smoke

taking away the powers to think

about our close approaching/appending doom,

I await with a smile and a peace sign

something pretty on my lap/raw hide

when really all that is needed is my  bible app

and patience for these wounds to soothe

#MadMan

Skipping Steps

I’m not looking

both ways

i’ve noticed

i’ve been skipping steps,

doing way better

than I deserve

oh please tell me

horror isn’t next,

you reap

what you sow

 a wise man

once said,

but if i’ve been

a lazy awful bastard

is that what I’ve planting

or am I reaping from previous?

oh it’s so difficult

to figure out

I probably shouldnt

fill my head with such things,

but theres so much

that i’ve pulled away from

its hard to pull into

what I haven’t been wanting to see,

reality is reality

and thats something

that is going to be

with or without me having an alarm to ring,

is it wrong

that i’m enjoying my self

speaking loudly

while I have the ability to sing?

or should I

use every precious moment

to keep building

until I no longer breathe?