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In Search Of

IN SEARCH OF

IN SEARCH OF

*i use to

search

with out a reason

or a clue,

*now i search

just because

its something

to do.

-As if i had

a moment

to my self

to think & breathe,

-i seek

to feed,

the notion

of need,

-but

there is none

stuck in between,

a “Do Nothing Bitch”

& the one who enables the greed..

*I AM

no one to talk

I AM

as selfish as SIN,

*with the willingness

to fix

but none such eagerness

to begin.

-i cant

make decisions

for others..

*I’m hardly content

with the decisions

I’ve made for my self…

-i just pray

for love

to bless

every lover..

*and hope

they’re not only

concerned about the eyes watching

which is only for themselves…

Stir Crazy Prayer

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Some things
Are way beyond our belief.

Something’s,
We aren’t meant
To understand.

But it’s
That very thing

That over drives
my mind

And makes
The hatter
run
Mad…

I went to church
In hopes
Of
some sort
of clarity,

I fell asleep
awaking in time
To hear
All that
I am guilty
of.

I really
don’t
want to
do
too much,

Especially since
I fear it’ll push
away
My
Love…

I can’t
hear
My own
advice,

And I
do
exactly
What I shouldn’t.

Going against
All that I believe,

Even after
I swore
That I
wouldn’t…

To those who hear

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Negativity
Should never be
Focused on,
But life’s been screaming
“F*** You!”
And I’ve been singing along…
God I know & trust
But the devils argument
Is very very strong.
I don’t even want to live
When my frame of thinking
Is this wrong!

Grace Grace Stuff your face

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God bless
These specially crafted
instruments Of death

May our Confidence
Be the others terrorizing
and unrest

up

she doesn’t care

she just wants to break free,

no longer looking at her self

crying constantly comparing,

to others-her want

is never fleeting,

there are far too many options & things

for someone to be,

the essence of your self

isn’t quite as unique as you thought it to be,

looking for love in this club

that others simply go for mating,

being out and about at 2am

isn’t going to find you that love your forever seeking,

being of this world

is similar to a cat stuck in a tree,

may the servants of your God

hurry up and beam thee,

up

up

up

farther than the eye can see,

keep your arms wide open

and never cease from praying.

believe

i wish you knew

I wish

I knew

the words

that can make

every one

see,

but all they

can do

is joke

point

and laugh

at me,

inside

I know

that LOVE

is all

we really

need,

if others

are hungry

for something

then why

don’t they

just

eat,

its like

their

appetite

got switched  around

from out

of THE tree,

for

something

that isn’t

pure

made

artificially,

why add

shit

if its

truly good

naturally,

it’s not

about

what you

want

but about

what you need,

we can

have

all that is good

if we truly believe

and try to seek,

so please

acknowledge

the thirst

and bow your head

to pray with me…

Yahweh

i pray

that you

touch all of those,

lives

that been hurt

and beat

to death

before,

lift up

their spirits

and let’em know

there is

more,

in life

then what

they’ve seen

and what

they’ve had in store,

(cause)

God gives us

this whole world

so we can

make mistakes

and really explore,

the millions

of ways

to come back

and LOVE

all the more

i have to remember (that)

Yes the Truth is

a scary thing,

but it also does

set you free,

cause the shit i feared

now doesnt mean a thing,

because its all out there

which means i can sing…

to my hearts content

because i know amen, 

as my closing statement

to a dearest friend,

that knows the real

from bullshit pretend,

i just feel guilty

when i dont spend time with him…

what we’re given is

time to do,

anything and everything

(that) we want to do,

if its productive

then blessings come through,

if its not

then we can screw,

every nail thats given

but then- what is new…

so i hope that

the scary scare,

the BE-Jesus (in you)

out of hell, 

making sense

and ringing bells,

where the crazy man isnt so crazy

when you hear him yell…

but if your content

then your time is spent,

but me baby

i want to live again,

im not perfect

so i repent,

hoping that i learn

from my lessons…