Posts Tagged ‘ mistakes ’

One time’in, again…

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I didn’t mean to.
I didn’t.
Then again.
I didn’t
Say no,
Either.

Rerun opportunities

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Simple is
As simple does.
Which explains
Why one was,
Going through loops
Of an never ending run.
Repeating what
They’re too afraid of,
Jumping to and
Getting away from.

Appetite

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It wants
It grumbles
It’s actions
Make fumbles
Trying to catch every
Morsel
As the ever expiring
Cookie crumbles
It needs
It hungers
With only after thoughts
Opening questions with wonders
If It’s heading
Straight under
Striking
Like thunder
This time in same spot more than twice
because it knows not any other
Way

what im trying not to do

 

what I aim to do

and my end result

seem to be

two different things,

what my heart wants

and my body gets

hardly ever falls

into the in between,

over the edge

way across

over the fence

it seems to lean,

scared of where

the ball will bounce

keeps me on call

scared to leave,

so like an addict

once I catch a whiff

my senses lock

and I tend to cling,

my heart goes blind

my mind rewinds

my body’s numb

and I feel not a thing,

so as if an option

I bob my head to opt in

an engagement

I have no way of controlling,

I go with the wind

slip streaming once momentum begins

not landing where I calculate

but getting where is needed

then the end

Roots

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The root is the core
And The deepest cavity is the soul,
The root of all evil
Starts inside from broken pieces on the floor,
So whatever we sweep up
Is but a reintroduction and a chore,
Forcing us to look back
And revisit sourly patched sores,
Everything that I touch
Can turn to shit or turn to gold,
The thin line between love & hate
Has lead me through thirst for so much more,
Every cause has its butterfly effect
Leaving so many open doors,
With Much room for error
And a curiosity to explore,
May my will integrate
With the rightful will of the Lord,
I pray my fuck ups of the past
Halt not what future blessings have in store,
My our roots be strong
But may it not keep us in a fold,
History repeats
Sometimes unforgiving with a long hold

Already near the end of another year

look at where we’re going

aint iT going fast,

sometimes iT

seems so slow, I swear iTs dragging ass,

but as I look again

I see that so much has already passed,

why is it that/ the bitter takes forever

and the sweet hardly ever last,

the truth is whispered/ barely heard

while  lies are screamed out loud taking grasp,

of all our attention

while in suspension/ we watch time-lapse,

I notice my self/ on the same lane

as if its been but a second/ and I just took a glance,

already near the end of another year

and iTs happened, way too fast…

The greatest way to live with honor in this world is to be what we pretend to be.

im not a fraction

of the man

that I wish

and aim to be,

like the one

most put their

faith into

most believe is make-believe,

who doesn’t

want perfection

expecting it

would be too naive,

but I AM forever

fighting for iT

and pushing forward

because iTs a need.