Posts Tagged ‘ longing ’

B.E.A.S.T

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Be still,
Everything will be okay.
At least for the moment.
Savor what you have laid.
Tender is the enjoyment, Of will.

My dear
Beware,
Of the beast.

Oh Won’t You Be My Neighbor

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I keep
my self busy
To
distract
the holy lonely.
I try my best,
Not to
think of you…

The itch
scratches at me
Like it’s my
one & only.
So like
an old habit,
I reach
for you…

The past visits
with
temptation
baring gifts.
Giving me
the feels,
Like I got
nothing better to do….

I sit and I stare
As I
adore you
At work,
You never
Look back.
Making me worry
what I mean
To you…

I look into
The mirror
Reflecting my
Thoughts
a bit deeper,
And no one
can prove
That they’re not true…

So like
A good
Neighbor
Who stitches
Dreams
& concepts together,
i can’t picture
Any sweater
That’ll fit me
Much better
Than you….

Just around the corner

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Away.
Long..
Gone…

So close to home
Yet still
So, far

Is it to much
To ask
For
her, heart

Mind
at the end
But her soul
From the, start…

A dead rose & it’s thorn

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It’s been
So long
Since I’ve been hurt
I almost forgot
How it feels,
How deep
The tears run
How hard it is
To breathe
How real,
Realities blow
Is no where
As close
And as soft
As Is steel,
Winded
Are the lungs
As they collapse
From my
Reveal,
That we’re not
Meant to be
Even though we both
Engage in activities
That are intimate
But lacking in
Spiritual intimacy,
That my soul
thirsty
Longs for
I hurt not
Deliberately,
Argentina
Be strong
Do not cry for me
For I am not
Any where near
Worthy…

Relationships

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I’m torn
On my wants
Needs Not
concern me too much,
We weren’t made
To be lonely
But honestly
What’s all the fuss…
Having to report
Check in
And Be considerate
Of someone else?!
Having to
Plan for two
When I can barely
Make decisions for myself!
There are some things
That look good from afar
And up close
Look far from good,
Maybe I’m jaded
not so easily impressed
With more thoughts of wouldn’t
Instead of actual woulds …
Only fools
Fall in love
And I’ve kept my eyes
Open for too long,
Now that it’s getting windy
I keep them chink
Because the breeze is
Moving too strong…
Maybe
I’m afraid
Maybe
I’m un sure,
There’s plenty of
Medicine in the sea
I just haven’t
Found the cure.

opposites attract

I don’t

get it

I really don’t

understand,

how one

can make “love”

to someone who

doesn’t comprehend,

fates 

twist and turns

calculations

supply and demand,

two different

walks of life

one glorious beast

with two backs,

it’s of lust

so inside

im aware

that its bad,

but this a

new demon

that I’ve never

ever battled with,

I’ve never been

so deep

so lost

so intimate,

the soul

off to the side

waiting for me

to take a  stand,

to get up and leave

but this feeling

has control of me

it wrapped around the neck,

starting with kisses there

then down

to the

chest,

then the digging 

of her claws

leaving scratches

on my back,

me lifting

tossing her

rag doll esq

she wants fight she gives a slap,

only enticing me

do go even deeper

to make her

lose wind/gasp,

she likes it

she loves it

im told not to stop

because she’s about to climax,

my god

my temptress

oh my

how opposites attract

Idk how to stop

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I don’t know how to stop
I’m sure I have brakes
But that isn’t
The case

It’s hard to say no
When you have
What you want /right there
In front of your face

it’s hard to know
When to say no
Especially if you don’t have to
bother with the chase

The coyote
Would grow fat comfortably
If the roadrunner
Always stayed in place

But here you are
Front and center
With what has no good
Other than the taste

They say
The best comes to those
With the patience
To wait

I want everything
Right then
And there
Waiting isn’t part of my game

If there’s no results
Then odious
I’d hate to say
This is but a waste

I want
Instinct satisfaction
Which has made me immune
Like used tape

I don’t even know
What I want
anymore
Open and shut case

Or is it