Posts Tagged ‘ indulge ’

True to Thy Self

Can I be honest?

I felt like I havent done that completely,

The person that you know

isn’t necessarily that clingy,

it’s a defence mechanism used to be the good guy

so that the other person is the asshole for leaving,

truthfully I do in my core, love with all of me

but I’m not at the point right now, of settling,

I’ve gone to CostCo noticed the many things

and will not stop until I’ve tasted everything worth sampling,

Such is the case with a killer

I had hoped was going to be the death of me,

and out of “sheare randomness” she reached out

so what’d I do, I acted like “me”,

She’d ask what I’ve been up to

I’d speak of searching for love, knowing damn well that’ll push her away from me,

I want to be a respectful gentleman

and not like the passionate poet that tends to speak more abrasively,

I want her to be aware her that I can & will fulfill her in a way she hasn’t

completing her, by only using one part of me,

However I later figured that would too foward

but then I contemplate “what if” maybe that is what is needed to get the end result of “we”,

if only for a moment, since that’s all we have

where not really promised too many things,

the devil doesnt trick you into sin

with more than a few warning signs & give the luxury of bracing,

the greatest cooking is paced slowly but surely,

one should know the basics & respect what is worthy,

but we live in modern times which means there’s no order in which what can be on going with glory,

there’s an algorithm to life but calculating is sometimes boring,

my Dear Killer Cha if & when  you read this, this is fair warning,

If & when we engage you will be put to blissful agony that will make your desire’ss greed portly

I’ve come about things all wrong and if this is what it is to push you away then that’s what I get for not being 100 & snoring,

I want to go deeper

and explain how I want to be used,

but I don’t want to be too revealing

and give away too many clues,

on my home remedies, with movies & wine

and other methods of killing the blues,

I’m sure with your beauty

this isn’t surprising or of any news,

Be true to thy self

and indulge in what you’re wanting to.

A hop skip and a jump

what makes

a day a holiday?

why does

the weekend taste so sweet?

why is our toil

and all else vanity?

how do clouds

sweep you off of your feet?

why does stress

seep into every crevice?

with only those same clouds that swept

 to comfort and offer relief?

in a world

turned against each other,

favorite past times and activities

calm down with understanding, if your todays date friendly,

I hope not

fret not

smiles are just

as hop skip and a jump away,

for those

that don’t indulge

forgive the retardedness

you may (red) eye-witness today

The Chase

constantly

forever

never

ending,

seeing

angels and demons

in the flesh

at the wrong time, perfect setting,

engraving

into the soul

wisdom of fear

so one is never forgetting,

how close

the far away

from believable

has got you sweating,

tangible  

prophetic

all signs

point to YES,

trying your hardest

to lawyer the mind

on what and why

somethings burning right through your chest,

the soul

wont let it go

the wicked never get

any rest,

dragged up and down all around

the long hour days

hiding from

our own mess,

of  the torture

and the chase

iT is

but a test

Ring Ring Ring

ring

ring

ring

3 ot to do,

the proper

amount of time

to wait

for me to come through,

with a delivery

that will

advertise

while introduce,

me

myself

my agenda

and the mind set for you 

to think through,

i will read you a script

that will lead you

to believe,

that im with open arms

that i care

but its all

make-believe,

im after

what ever

product

im trying to seed,

hopefully i hit

the right chord

and you feel an urgency

and need,

to continue listening 

patiently

taking a seat,

do all

that you can

to build a nest

comfortably..

oops 

you hung up

oh well

off to the next,

the art

of hit or miss

& slithering life

of a telemarketing secret agent