waiting to never see you again
i would be lying
if i said
i wasnt
a little bit disappointed,
i have yet to hear
from you
as per our 3 to 6 month
on & off again enrollment,
we’d live off on our own
then come back
and share a story
& a smoke,
speaking only of good things
and on that same note
i wonder if that’s why
we have yet spoke,
they say
things will get far worse
before they get
any bit better,
with this sort of thinking
its easy to believe
that chances are looking
closer to never,
ive lost my sense of time
around the last time
i heard your voice,
loving you was not an option
in this matter
i had no choice,
i guess i can wait it out
in hopes i see you again,
either that or hope
the memory of you ends.
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