Posts Tagged ‘ hurt ’

Kerri me home

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Carry me home
& Take me away…

What’s good
Is just that.
But all that isn’t
Leaves me to prey,

Onto
Some thing else
even If I don’t have
the energy for iT
the next day.

The heart still hurts
The scars still show,
& I really
Don’t wanna stay.

I guess I should
Swallow
what I have to
An not let this
Keep me a slave.

Say goodbye
& wave
Hello
New day…

Butterfly feelings

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What frightens me

Is that

I feel a danger looming

And it’s music to my ears.

I’ve been

in search of love

But it looks like

I’ve been really chasing tears..

Something

To give emotion

Since I’m not too sure

If I can still feel…

I’m looking

For my killer

Bare ass,

Hoping it draws near….

Soft

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Faint
Fragile
And flushed

The scars of the heart
Don’t match the
Bruises of the touch

That she herself
And who she
uncontrollably loves

unfortunately
Have seen
way way too much of…

Headache

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It would of been
So much better
Had I not
Woken up,

Those who didn’t
Can’t complain,
Like A diamond
In a rough,

It Needs not To be found
Remaining alone
Keeps one
Unharmed & untouched,

Blurry
Are the lines
Of what was asked for
& what was given as such

Behind the smoke

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I lied
through my teeth

As your lies poured
Out Through your cheeks.

Getting
“Caught up”
Was only
A fraction
Of the entire
Dis functional story

Holes in the evidence
And Hoes for the lack
Of a better word
Are chose for you and for me.

We
Say that we loved
Each other
But did we
Really?

I had pains
From missing you
But that could of been
The hunger and need for you
Physically.

You cried
For me
Clinging on
With furious force
Always Making a scene.

We must of been
Both blowing smoke
Because I couldn’t tell
What was a “front”
And what came out
In honesty
Since it was so frequently,

We hated each other
For being different
In personality

Oh how similar we were
Behind the scenes
Pssh… Monogamy

Holiday Recap

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holidays
truth
karma
& what you call happyTimes,
The SadToSee
Is the queue
Of WhatYouBelieve
& that Is whatYouFind…

One can’t be
Too mad
Because We speak All
Into Existence,
Especially In the hard times
Where the present
Happens like split second decisions
It is instant…

If All love
Is forgiven
And parting
Is such a sweet sorrow,
Then damned is the secret hug
Exciting is the Sin
Cowering
Is the regret for anticipating tomorrow…

Too much of a good thing

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From what
The heart
Is filled with
IT Will
Over flow…
If we’re
Stuck on
The hurt
Guess who’s going
To hurt some more…
By doing things
Out of habit
How can we
Make room for the better
To take control?..
Out with the old
In with the new
But be careful
Because Even that
takes its toll…