Posts Tagged ‘ habbits ’

Death is too slow

For those
That still
That there is still love.

For the pulse
That still beats,
You’re alive
And doing well,

That know not
The gentle
And the,
sweetest of touch.

I impatiently
Seek the magnet
That will hopefully
Shut me
The F*** up.

To a Happy New Year


Does a new year

Really stand for a new you?

Juggling demons

Isn’t the same

as slaying them


Is True….

I’ll be frank

Excuses aren’t my aim

Or what I plan on

“Trying to do”.

I truly want

to be,


There are too many vices

To ween off of slowly

Or diffuse.

Having to break down walls

Sounds exhausting,

But the hauntings

Aren’t cute…

I’m not hard

To be found

But I’ve hidden far away


To miss a few cues…

Some would think

I’ve died away,

There’s parts that are,


It’s in the realm

Of altering views.

That my comedic

Inability to express,

Has pigeon tied me to…

To be Bold

Is to be Brave

What’s more different

Then what herds follow & choose?

The years

(If we’re lucky)

Pass often enough

(Some unfortunately)

In repeat,

Until we decide

On something to do….

What that something is



On You.

tea spoons make for needs soon

I can’t give you what you need

if that isn’t what you want,

so instead of feeding you compliments

I have to you starve you with some taunts,

figure if I push you to the left

you’ll want to go to right with your thoughts,

so instead of sketching out a straight line

I’ll just draw you in with a couple of dots,

leaving the proper amount of bread crumbs

to hopefully bring you back to the top,

of the hill where Jack and Jill

once  climbed only making their problems seem like a mountain,

just to fetch a pail of some fresh water

from this mythical magical  fountain,

that appeared to be the cure-all to cure-all

but by their unbelief they had fallen,

too much of what they needed

was at the disposal of what they never wanted…


the heat is getting hotter

im having trouble trying to breathe,

there’s moments of freshness

but the rest are moments of sizzling,

im still walking for the most part

although i keep falling to my knees,

how much more of this?

im screaming uncle, i thought i said pretty please…

none of it seems to work

what am i suppose to see,

ive stopped asking why

im about breaking these chains free,

but i cant get very far

with out the chain re-attaching to me,

that magnet doesn’t attract

yet it still, stuck to me..