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Wants Melt

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I don’t take
Rejection
Very well.

It’s either
You love me
Or you
Can go to hell.

Like the creator
Above me
Jealousy
overwhelms.

And all
Ones left with
Are the conviction
In them selves…

All I wanted was her heart
Truth
She wore
like a belt.

Distractions
Kill time
Her flesh
She gave to someone else.

The angels
Would Tend to cry
Her demons
Couldn’t stand the smell.

The blood
Of something Greater
Would more times than not
Fiercely Compel.

Creating a cycle
That would reflect
The flaming fires
Of hell.

Only to look back
And wish
For a stronger will
In my self.

getting around

hurt

is one feeling

I don’t intend

on passing on,

but I can’t help

the role I play

if I’m not

floating on a cloud,

I carry heavy weight

burdens

that wont

allow me to carry on,

my god took them away

but I picked them back up

as soon as I felt

grown…

I

can handle this

this is only

but a kiss,

if cupid

shoot

then

may she miss,

I don’t know

if I’m ready

to just

up and quit,

I just

realized

the power of my words

oh how passion stems from the lips,

my dear if you

lay lifeless

understand its just shock

in time you’ll get over this

under construction

soon as i

 thought

i found iT

i find out

iT was never

in my sights,

i was never

trying

and my end

results

would showcase justly

why…

i thought

IT

was a sure bet

no assembly required

get iT

got iT

fine,

but nothing

is ever free

you have to want

iT

bad enough

to

die,

kill

all else

that does no good

what good is

iT

what good

is

mine,

is just

another

greedy way

but all iT does

is condense

and

hide,

what matters

most

and what really

shows

is the overflow

of the inside

pride,

you can bullshit

all you want

but ugliness

no make up

or article of clothing

can fully cover up

and

hide…

so go off

and hide away

dig deep inside

rip it out

and open wide,

this is

what iT is

to you

theres no explaining

light,

a blind man

can not see

so why even tease

with the thought

of

sight,

im currently

UnderConstruction

for the soon approaching

already been here

but iTs coming back again

#fight

opposites attract

I don’t

get it

I really don’t

understand,

how one

can make “love”

to someone who

doesn’t comprehend,

fates 

twist and turns

calculations

supply and demand,

two different

walks of life

one glorious beast

with two backs,

it’s of lust

so inside

im aware

that its bad,

but this a

new demon

that I’ve never

ever battled with,

I’ve never been

so deep

so lost

so intimate,

the soul

off to the side

waiting for me

to take a  stand,

to get up and leave

but this feeling

has control of me

it wrapped around the neck,

starting with kisses there

then down

to the

chest,

then the digging 

of her claws

leaving scratches

on my back,

me lifting

tossing her

rag doll esq

she wants fight she gives a slap,

only enticing me

do go even deeper

to make her

lose wind/gasp,

she likes it

she loves it

im told not to stop

because she’s about to climax,

my god

my temptress

oh my

how opposites attract

Dont Look Here

i cant be

every where at once

so where ever i go

i have to leave my mark,

sometimes

to seduce
sometimes

just to create a checkpoint

where i can restart,

feelings of the past

leave behind

and ahead

a guilty spark,

that can ignite

at any moment

choosing the time

is what becomes

the art..

 

a matador

never fights the bull

unless its

a little hurt and tired out,

the element

of surprise

leaves jaws open

uncovering the mouth,

that breathes in

all that i need

to some how

get you to shout,

in pain

from my void

that it creates

even more doubt..

 

you’ve combed

a cleaned out your house

but i tend to leave

tinier bread crumbs behind,

that blends into

the carpets the floors

your soul

your mind,

the heart

is easy to manipulate

because wounds heal

with time,

but they also

leave gaps

that reminisce

yearning for what is no longer thine…

 

in hopes that

reverse psychology

triggers your

anatomy,

touching

the same spots

i would when it was

just you and me,

whispering

the same words

that would set

your mind at ease,

is done not only

to appease

but to also

keep you at your knees…

 

give not

attention

to what isn’t

deserved,

what hurt

once before

will hurt

even worse,

the enemy

clings

to what isn’t

so for sure,

any doubt

and hope

can be used

to make you slur,

what ever lines

that may have

taken so long

to even paint and curve,

what goes up

must come down

hence how gravity

brings us down to earth…

Edge Of Desire

On the edge

looking down

way passed

being tempted,

more or less

figuring out

whether going head first

or doing a back spin,

I can try

to plan it out

but there’s nothing like

winging iT the present,

too much thought

takes away

from the thrill

of my selection,

I run around

touch the fence

feel guilty

then do it again after  a confession,

questions are asked

then we proceed forth

with and with out

protection,

no need

to loosen up

all it takes

is but a second,

off the edge

falling down

yet some how

floating in suspension,

in the act

of pleasure

yet I still

sense some sort of tension,

lady desire

loosen up

we’re free-falling

all is a blessing,

lets savor

what we can

slowly sip

on our undressing,

visa-vi

let’s make it snappy

having to wait any longer

is tormenting,

I wish for a heart

after The Lord

but this wine-tasting

is very refreshing,

im at the edge

of what I should want

and at the bottom with HER

in cravings she’s abetting