Posts Tagged ‘ ending ’

The world according to Garp

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The quieter you become
The better you can hear,

What I can’t do is see
Quite possibly
because of all the desires
that I hold dear,

What was muffled & far away
is now very loud And extremely clear,
Goose bumps gallop when you’re close
Followed by last second hesitation & curious fear.

They say it’s better to have loved & lost,
-If that is so
my love
Get the fuck outta here!

I have no energy
To tend to your croft
For my minds moat
Forces the steer,

Into a direction
Opposite of heaven
With a cast
That unshamefully leer,

Into the souls
Of what’s consuming
-The satisfaction
of an ending
&
iT’s revere.

Beg to differ?

she doesn’t want much

but im not willing to give

what she does,

it’s all a matter of love

and where my hearts come from

a slight push automatically receives a shove,

her right hook

has never been mistook

for some kind type of hug,

she’s mistaken

what is agape

with generic physical attraction,

considering how one meets

depicts what repeats

and what isn’t at random,

 “just” is just that

and there are no promises made

when we’re “just having fun”,

what you put up with

you end up with

 oh you beg to differ? I hope you have a good run

Whats in the air

with as many lies hanging in the air

its been a little hard to see,

this world is so un pure

its been a whole lot harder to breathe,

the body is but a host

open for spirits to be entering,

sometimes catching us unaware

like “what is this that has gotten into me”,

you pray you can contain or destroy it

because those weaker around you don’t need to be,

under the influence of such things

that make you do what you wouldn’t normally,

intentions are bad enough

imagine the excuses that allow you to teeth,

which makes me look more than both ways

because I can’t trust those around me,

I don’t know if it’s really them but even then

 I don’t trust them as far as my glasses less bare eyes can see,

we’re in the end of days where it’s all spiritual & physical war

ready or not, its time for fighting…

The All Seeing Death

I can’t lie

 I’ve accepted,

The madness

That slowly incepted,

 There’s so much

 That I don’t wanna stress it,

So I unwrap

 Exhale

and injected,

 All the poisons

I thought

Would replenish,

 All my

inglorious

 Whip ins,

Hurting so bad

I Won’t stop

Till it finish,

Similar

To a terrorist

 mission,

 I’m so many man

And I need

 me A witness,

 O lord

There’s about to be

Some killings,

I can smell

the sweat

From the thick of the tension,

Here I am

Tickled

 in suspension…

a voice says

 This

ain’t your fight

Carry on,

To the

depths

Of the

Armageddon,

Bring all your

 guns

 This is going to be a

war,

Knifes need

to pierce quick

 Best sharpen up

your swords,

A bible

for a shield

And the weapon

is the word,

What is your

 bare fist

Going to do

against a swarm?,

 of Ice cold hearts

that Stand strong

Against

the warm,

Best

Turn up The heat

Limbs

need to be torn,

Against actions

 that laid back

With our oaths

that were sworn,

We need

a re-doing

Weve done been

Re born,

Because what we’ve been

stuck in

Aint

Cleaning up the source,

IT’s

 only fueling

And causing

more & more,

 Destruction

From the pure

 that’s already

been torn,

And what about

the child

That we’ve

already bore?,

It’s far

too late

For the simple

 to ignore,

 It’s either

do it right now

 Or

 mother fucker hit the floor…

you build up what you focus on

if I sit back

and reminisce

my mind can go

into an endless abyss

of all of our moments

and all the things  that we’ve did

which I know isn’t too healthy

but I don’t wanna let go of iT

I just hope the rest of my spring  cleaning

gets more done then just get stuck on this

aSecret

I speak from experience

unless im straight up trying to assume,

but I don’t want to make an ass

out of me or out of you,

so I wanna tell you a secret

and I hope you can keep it between us two,

someone told me something

and im afraid it’s happening soon…

 

 

 

the end has been coming

way back since the beginning,

but this time around

its way louder with a brighter image,

pieces of the puzzle

are completing & are seriously almost finished,

a star will shine so bright

everything else will look diminished..

a hero

will come

that appears

to have saved the day,

but in reality

he’s just a puppet

in someone else

twisted game,

causing an illusion

 to get you

to look

far far & UP away,

from what  it is you

were on verge of figuring out

distractions go

a very very long way…

but i need you to stay

and pay very close attention,

cause if you don’t

you will surely & clearly be missin’,

the purpose that defeats the point

and every other imbedded reason,

but im afraid if give any more information

it will no longer be aSecret