Posts Tagged ‘ doubt ’

Bam!

you say that I can’t

but I know that I can,

just because you don’t see IT

doesn’t mean I can’t believe it

because believing is all that is needed

so once my hearts hope feeds with

what my minds poison had almost completely  depleted,

bam!

How iT appears

objects

may appear closer

when held up

against the glass,

visions a bit

hazy

when your inside

is full of wrath,

others will measure

what you amount to

when hunting down

like fast math,

no matter what the signs say

the horizon is never too far away

because this too shall pass

and the rain storm, no matter how hard, never does last

forever grasping

dreams

they tease,

filling me with hope

im not to sure if I need,

inspiration and dedication

add fuel to the fire, definitely,

but it always grabs on tight

and drives one to insanity,

I don’t want to, want

what I can’t have, it stings,

 and everything that I have had

only leaves behind memories,

which one would argue

its better to have had than never have had anything,

but society asking what do you have to show

is what seems the most everlasting,

light and darkness

is what im forever grasping

inspiration

 

she comes

and she goes

she doesn’t even

phone ahead,

she leaves

tiny trails

but they aren’t

of  any bread,

unless the form

that fills

but leaves

your tires with out thread,

in turn

in the cold

falling asleep

outside your bed,

never

in the pocket

always

around your head,

wanting

to be recorded

but IT spills

out instead

hurry up

 

i don’t want to sound crazy

i fear that IT does,

but we need to push the gas

and hurry the FAITH up,

what we put up with

we end up with

& it’s already

hard enough,

trying to decode what you’re saying

while figuring out the signs

that are building up your bluff,

 this year is coming to an end

and we’ve already made amends

i didn’t like playing pretend

i want you to roll with, hurry up

because im going UP