Can I be honest?
I felt like I havent done that completely,
The person that you know
isn’t necessarily that clingy,
it’s a defence mechanism used to be the good guy
so that the other person is the asshole for leaving,
truthfully I do in my core, love with all of me
but I’m not at the point right now, of settling,
I’ve gone to CostCo noticed the many things
and will not stop until I’ve tasted everything worth sampling,
Such is the case with a killer
I had hoped was going to be the death of me,
and out of “sheare randomness” she reached out
so what’d I do, I acted like “me”,
She’d ask what I’ve been up to
I’d speak of searching for love, knowing damn well that’ll push her away from me,
I want to be a respectful gentleman
and not like the passionate poet that tends to speak more abrasively,
I want her to be aware her that I can & will fulfill her in a way she hasn’t
completing her, by only using one part of me,
However I later figured that would too foward
but then I contemplate “what if” maybe that is what is needed to get the end result of “we”,
if only for a moment, since that’s all we have
where not really promised too many things,
the devil doesnt trick you into sin
with more than a few warning signs & give the luxury of bracing,
the greatest cooking is paced slowly but surely,
one should know the basics & respect what is worthy,
but we live in modern times which means there’s no order in which what can be on going with glory,
there’s an algorithm to life but calculating is sometimes boring,
my Dear Killer Cha if & when you read this, this is fair warning,
If & when we engage you will be put to blissful agony that will make your desire’ss greed portly
I’ve come about things all wrong and if this is what it is to push you away then that’s what I get for not being 100 & snoring,
I want to go deeper
and explain how I want to be used,
but I don’t want to be too revealing
and give away too many clues,
on my home remedies, with movies & wine
and other methods of killing the blues,
I’m sure with your beauty
this isn’t surprising or of any news,
Be true to thy self
and indulge in what you’re wanting to.
