Posts Tagged ‘ control ’

The Couple With Two Left Feet

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How I long to know,

Where these things

Have brought you from. ..

its simply

to understand

And

i swear,

It’s not

to judge…

The reasons why you’re here

acting so nonchalant

And why you speak

In such nimble tongues…

Leaves me curious

As to how it

lullabies

My def heart.

And turns my brain

Into

such mush…

I’m a man of strength

Who loves

to exercise

Control…

Then we engage,

And it seems like

I have little

to neither of both…

I wonder to my self,

Am I ever suppose to

Love like this?

I see no good thing,

In ever being so weak…

Then I realize

You could be a judge

Meant to cut me off

Because I stood too tall

spoke too bold

Oh so very proud

When on the tippy toes

of my feet…

Have the hearts

That I’ve broken

Form together Reincarnated,

Forcing me to taste

Such bitter defeat…?

If that’s the case

Slay me now

Or tell me when will I

Be able to love

And have an other

Feel iT for me

mutually!!!!

Or am I

To wonder around

In circles

Until my ways

Are chiseled

Straight

In purity?…

There isn’t

Any rest for the wicked,

And I suppose

That’s why we’re both

Still dancing….

Aye

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Smoother you I will,
Entering
Deeper and deeper.
Still,
I need you
To Not move.
As i carve into
Your body
And thrill,
Every inch
Pulsating with power
Passionately
I drill,
Into you heart
Out through your soul
Love you
I will.

She doesnt care

she’s a wild one

and yet she speaks so well,

so much so she’s the type to interrupt me mid speech

because she wants to hear me get excited & yell,

she’s one  tough cookie

a no discount offer, hard to  sell,

I try to resist from being too abrasive

but the temptation is hot as hell,

she acts very controlling

but I’m thinking/hoping that it’s just a shell,

she puts on her collar/sees me pick up the leash

do I tug or just let her chill, I think to my self,

I refrain from moving to quickly

the signs are there but its hard to tell,

she secluded me to a separate room to sleep

knowing if we share it wont take long before we become a pair,

In the morning I burst in through her opened room door

halfway catching my self, doing my best not to scare,

grabbed her by the ankle then stomach-shake she awakes-says my name

then without skipping a beat asks how long was I standing there,

 before I can reply she mentions having a dream

I wait to find out about what, and she just stares,

I demanded that she tell me-she didn’t

I grew frustrated and my nostrils flared,

 I lay down next to her-grab her by the neck

shes doesn’t move, it’d appear as if she doesn’t care,

is it my responsibility to push start the engine

and here I was blue completely unaware,

it’s so funny how

the times knowledgelikes to share

The next Move

ah

ah

I have iT

in my hands,

I want to do

something with it

but im scared

so I stand,

not too sure

on my next move

damn the feeling of feeling damned,

she fell right

into my palm

but to bother her

I can’t,

I fidget

feeling rigid

 I AM a Richard

I’m the man,

the king in me

is humbled

and I bow

as if on holy land,

that doesn’t mean

I don’t attempt

but every kick

is caught by another hand,

that assures me

somethings going to happen

but it’s not

what I have planned,

so all the more

does it make me mad

and all the more

do I demand,

for more

oh this whore

has me heated

and then a fan,

hovers over and cools me off

I’m put off

and forget

why I heavily pant,

once I sit

all the way down

I can now

figure out my next dance

The Death Of ME

let’s get right to the point

and cut straight to the chase,

life is too short

and we have not a minute left to waste,

the truth has become such a rarity

lies are a customary expression on the face,

I want what I want

why pretend like I don’t want a taste,

she then looks me square in the eyes

licks her lips and curves her frame,

I’m wanting what your thinking

today’s your lucky day,

come on up claim your prize

a dose of the Gods or very wishful fait,

I wont be here for long

so hesitate not, rush the gates,

temptation has fully evolved

this is completely far more advanced thang,

she stood steady/ready willing and able

the death of me, right on display

sometimes

sometimes

when thoughts comes to us

we need to say it

sometimes

there’s somethings

so gnarly

its like having revelations

we need to write it down

before we forget iT

some times

all we have

is that/this one time

no matter how un intended

that/this tiny small fraction

is forever and ever inbeded

into souls

like roots

cemented

we need

to put down the pavement

so that others

can do their part

to spread iT

such break throughs

only happen

sometimes

“Whats worries you, masters you”

 

What worries you, masters you.
John Locke