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Team Cray Cray

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I don’t know why

I do

The things
that I do…

An age old question

I should be
tired

Of having
to
reuse…

Now,
I’ve been told
That

I lack
common sense
&
May have a
few/couple,
screws loose…

I don’t want to believe

But after so long

Of using

The same
old
excuse….

I’ve come
to the
conclusion

That I really know not
The things
that I
do….

Surprise hides not
When I see
the outcome
Of my imagination
Alone
In an empty room….

With desert like
Illusions
And a thirst
That senses water
Going through
This shiny
noose…

(GodKnows)
I mean only
Beauty
In the truth….

Too Many Sober decisions

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She cares not,
Because hardly remembers.
Usually…

getting around

hurt

is one feeling

I don’t intend

on passing on,

but I can’t help

the role I play

if I’m not

floating on a cloud,

I carry heavy weight

burdens

that wont

allow me to carry on,

my god took them away

but I picked them back up

as soon as I felt

grown…

I

can handle this

this is only

but a kiss,

if cupid

shoot

then

may she miss,

I don’t know

if I’m ready

to just

up and quit,

I just

realized

the power of my words

oh how passion stems from the lips,

my dear if you

lay lifeless

understand its just shock

in time you’ll get over this

shoo away


Anywhere

but here

any place

will do,

slap me

gift wrap me

up-stream/down the river

just say shoo,

im waiting

for it

I’ve been expecting it

I see it in the queue,

having

to wait

is what has me

all bent up and confused,

hoping

for the best

expecting

what I’m so use to,

my eye lids

grow heavy

tears have no room

for “its too soon”,

these walls

are empty

their plain

making it all the more blue,

the scenery

is bland

my “once” moments are what use to be “had”

and that part is true,

if we don’t

learn from the past

what else

can the future prove,

if sadness

is all that re-occurs

give me

something new,

if you love

the way I lie

then my dear

it seems like you have something to prove,

what ever you’re trying

to change

is not for you

to change into,

it’s strategically

developed

for you’s and yours

to consume,

in jest

reflect

and somehow from that

device/avoid your doom,

we’ve made

our mess

so now here’s

the broom,

I rather you

not say a thing

or if you do

carefully choose,

what words

you’ll win with

everything

is  a matter of win or lose,

take me home

anywhere away from here

or please with the up most respect

MOVE

like a bad 80’s song

 

its upside down...

you have me stuck on a feeling

right now is, what is right now to know

I couldn’t begin to tell you how many futures iSee

because every one of them is already old

 

hurry up

 

i don’t want to sound crazy

i fear that IT does,

but we need to push the gas

and hurry the FAITH up,

what we put up with

we end up with

& it’s already

hard enough,

trying to decode what you’re saying

while figuring out the signs

that are building up your bluff,

 this year is coming to an end

and we’ve already made amends

i didn’t like playing pretend

i want you to roll with, hurry up

because im going UP