Posts Tagged ‘ believing ’

Holiday Recap

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holidays
truth
karma
& what you call happyTimes,
The SadToSee
Is the queue
Of WhatYouBelieve
& that Is whatYouFind…

One can’t be
Too mad
Because We speak All
Into Existence,
Especially In the hard times
Where the present
Happens like split second decisions
It is instant…

If All love
Is forgiven
And parting
Is such a sweet sorrow,
Then damned is the secret hug
Exciting is the Sin
Cowering
Is the regret for anticipating tomorrow…

Beardoe’s Rant

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Whatever keeps us
Away,
Is what keeps distracted us
At bay,
Most of the time
We think it’s okay,
This will eventually
Just Go away,
Saving all the hate
For another day,
Either believing or second guessing
what all them Have to Say,
Settling for
“that’s so cray”,
When theres soul much more
Left here At stake,
It all vanishes
With out a trace,
Speaking of implants
That’s are so fake,
We take our real
And figure out how they relate,
But since it’s different
We disregard it like its a Sunday,
Already complaining
About the week showing its face,
5 more days
Is our chant for chase,
Working for the weekend
Like its some race,
Not enjoying the opportunity
That comes with today.
Getting lost in sounds
That quickly hypnotize are brains,
Sure to unlock the doors
With secrets that feel like lace,
Designed to influence
What subconscious keeps safe,
Only growing stronger
In all the time that we waste,
Yet my legs still
Move not in haste,
Don’t let the enemy
Take you & keep you a slave.

hide in the creep

we see the end

of the week

our hopes come out

disconnected we

go a million different places

wanting to be part of the

party that apparently

is being celebrated by everybody

the mushrooms has them seeing stars

and they’re going tunnel deep

hiding adult themes

into childish things

that we

better not speak

of or we will see

a deeper underlining

that will only creep

Bam!

you say that I can’t

but I know that I can,

just because you don’t see IT

doesn’t mean I can’t believe it

because believing is all that is needed

so once my hearts hope feeds with

what my minds poison had almost completely  depleted,

bam!

Have fun with IT

give’em a little bit of power

and see what they do with IT,

shower them with kisses

and see how quickly it takes for them to spit,

venom on their webs

as accidentally as premeditated gets,

its so sad how true to life

the flock of feathers sticks to the prototype of bitch,

one must be in full on character

to swallow pride and experiment,

give someone your entire world

see if they trash or they recycle IT,

are lessons learned best used to teach how to avoid

or how to get even with?

i still need more information

so for now lets just have fun with IT

Those who stand for nothing fall for anything.

all the way inside

past all the blood and the guts

way beyond the bull shit

all the flesh and all the scruff

we have something that motivates

contemplates and spiritually moves us

where we have to take a stand

or let them stand all over us

while our brothers die & our sisters cry

when is our enough ENOUGH

until we actually do something

and quit leaving it up to luck

if we don’t have something to believe in

we’ll fall for which ever bluff

those who stand for nothing

fall for anything/by then/ the response will be “that’s tough”

iWonder if that old saying is true

if the apple

doesn’t fall

that far

from the tree,

whats the

possibility

of the daughter

treating me,

the way

her mother

has treated other men

within a three hundred and sixty degree,

perimeter around her

I shouldnt judge

but I cant help

but wonder these,

question

since ive witnessed

facts I wasnt wanting to see,

im glad

that I did

that way

surprised wont be he,

who wonders

how could of this

have happened

I’ve had an ample chance of warnings,

on one side

im grateful of what she’s showing

but on the other hand

how long until my own rain begins pouring?