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Jealous me

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Where you rest your head,
Is your home.

Reserved
Over my heart,

Is For you,
And
you alone.

Where I’d rest mine
I’d never let go.

Not until you shoo me away
Because it’s time for us to go.

Even then
I’d fight
just a little,
Since my understanding
is slow.

The simplicity
Of playfulness
Only knows
That in which shows
the same road.

I know nor want
Anything else,
Ask The Lord
For he knows.

That’s why he’s jealous.
And that’s why
I long for,
Like I hold.

The trinity is brief
So I’m primarily at peace,

In the waves of your love
As the world
sways us
To and fro.

Forsaken & damned
Is how I feel
When separated
& left to roam.

I’m a man
Of the desert
So cry for me not
I
Welcome the cold.

Just not that of which
I have to go through alone.

Which is ironic
Since that’s the only time
I feel Death fan
Her icy tingly blow.

And that seems
To be
my on going
Open letter & poem.

I suppose.

Until The Lord,
Forgives me
For being
Such an asshole.

Following the sirens
That his word,
Warned me
not to follow.

My jealously
Is the meat,
That sticks to your ribs
& to your bones,

And all that flows
Inside you.
Until I do.
Lastly & forever more.

Power of Nancy

There is no

denying the truth

and sometimes depending on perception

can make that next move uncouth

we think things into existence

so before you chicken out and fly/leave the coupe

know that the car goes where you steer

and in the end you do what you want to do

if it doesn’t do any good

then what does it really prove

negative nancy doesn’t leave what she fancies

so she remains unable to break her glue

The Cha-Cha dancing Killer

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I’ve seen
many a killer
Dead square
in the eyes,
Not just once
I’ve had the pleasure
Damn near
a couple of times,
However this time
It doesn’t appear
Like
there’s going to be a crime,
Except for the displeasure
Of not making
this killer mine.
This killer is beautiful
And Elegantly Divine
One to count their steps
Yet a free spirit/A real spice of life.
I’ve been in of the presence
Of those in her profession
But never so stealth
In my own skin yet somehow its still a disguise.
We are both
aware of the other
But she’s the one
that’s easy On the eyes,
Her advantages
Are great
And I
Can only be mindful of my replies.
I quickly ponder on how
I can ball and chain/arrest this killer
But then I hit myself with the question why?
If God designed us to be
A repeat of our history
And I my self
Have been killed many a time.
Is IT destiny
For this to be the death of me
Since Every
Death Is but a way to redefine,
is this the blessing Of evolution
My reason and constitution
To bare knuckle brawl
And have her
as my inspiration
to finally become Alive!?!

Grab Me By The Neck

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As I breathe
As I live
As I stand,
I am no good
By the standards
Of he who created man,
So when ever
My services are needed
I jump on demand,
To serve
And to protect
Those who don’t have a chance,
My own will is weak
So forgive me when
I don’t hear & follow your command,
I pray you show me mercy
As you Grab me by the neck
And make me understand

Love

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I fall so
Deeply
Hopelessly
off the edge
Of what seems
Way too steep
Far beyond
The skies
And The depths
Of the unknown sea
My heart swoons
For Last strand seams
And things
That seem to be
Way Too far away
That aren’t even meant for me
Why Do the cuts of /(-_-)\
Go in so deep
Yet those who
Have love for me
Barely even
Surface heat
We want
What we can’t have
And I don’t want that
For me
I want love
And for it to be
Wanted
Just as badly
Equally
My eyes bulge out
As I say it
Because I’ve passed on
So many opportunities
But inside I know
They were meant
For practicing
Conviction for the heart
So that I know
When I’m blessed enough
Again
To have it right in front of me
That I will fall head
Over heels
And nothing
Will get In between
So much so
I will wear it
Like pride over me
Showing it off
To the world
This is love
Be jealous of me
Love
So easy to say
Yet so difficult
To truly mean
Love
A privilege
Not a right
Meant to be felt
And also seen
For surely
It’s meant
to shine ultra bright
Not be hidden
Or handled discreetly
But like a faggot on parade
Marching
Proudly & flamboyantly

LOVE

Almost there

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We’re almost there
We’ve almost made iT through,
On our last lap
We can give iT our all, or just cruise,
Whats beyond the horizon
I don’t know, but iTs due,
I have my ideas
But I don’t know, if iTs true,
Karma may thank me or spank me
Fear lies in the truth,
Ive been honest in my intent
Speaking through a crooked smile, Not having to chip a tooth,
that’s why I’m eager for the new year
Hoping iT brings something new,
I’ve gone in too many circles
To want to stay in the loop,
I want to go over and beyond
And pray my guardians come too,
Please God, give me more angels than demons
As I recline on the roof,
Of the towers you have placed me in
There isn’t too much room,
Hell or Heaven
The thought brings a noose,
Hope for a better tomorrow
Please come through

very tempted

my heart

knows what it

wants

and my eyes

inform it

when it sees it,

exactly what

the mind has dreamt

there it goes

grab it

when its knees bend,

instead

I just stand

out in the obvious

since hunting

leaves me

feeling

guilty,

why AM I

so drawn

to skin

so

fair

so bright

so tasty

so

milky,

like an

infant

desperate

for the breast

that will soothe it

with a

softness

that feels

silky,

hunger pains

strike me

and

I

say fuck it

and

proceed on

stealing,

that of

which I was

wishy-washy

before

but nows

its

my chance

to make

a

killing,

the pray

has put herself

out in the open

it’s either me

or let

someone else

act upon their

feelings,

heaven knows

im not

the only

bastard

around these parks

empty

looking for

some sort

of

filling,

whats easily

caught

normally

wouldn’t provide

any

excitement

worth to be dubbed

thrilling,

unless

it’s a rarity

that doesn’t

even

come around

as many times

as christmas

hence why it’s so

appealing,

she runs

towards me

escaping others nets

shiny attractions

and bait,

right on to

my lap

with a smile

is this real

is

it

fait?

she dances

around

and asks

if she’s “worth

the wait”,

I tell her

id rather not

I want my dinner now

hot and ready

on the plate,

she kisses me

grabbing me

holding on tight

with the sexiest

whisper

says

“okay,

my husband

is out-of-town

we can

GO

to my

place,”

once

I

hear this

I want to

stop

i want to

hit the brakes,

but then

we come

even closer

and I realized

I don’t care

I’m going to take,

what

it is

I want

oh

my god

is it

too late?

my conscience

yells

at me

“oh fuck no”

and pulls me

right

away,

my demon assures me

“we

work together

I know

I’ll see her

the next day”