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The Boasters

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It’s not your fault
That you like
What you do

You were programmed
And manipulated
Hard
screwed

Tight
are the bearings
While other things
Are unjust
and set just too loose

(fool)

Images
Sounds
And uber things
way Beyond sights
Most don’t even
pay
attention to

It’s all recorded
And inks out
With the actions
That you
subconsciously
And knowingly spew

What you show off
And what you Give
UnConditional
And Endless
Glory to

A brand
A name
A drug
The activity
That you do
With the boo

What is your God?
What is that you
can’t live
Without
Hesitation to attempt
To skip orders and Pursue?

Repeat
Promise
Promises
And
Reuse

You can say
That you
Only
Do
You

A Non believer
To the thought
And notion
That There’s something
Way
above you

Do houses not have walls?
And hair weaves not have
A strong need
for sowing
And or crazy glue?

I ramble in jokes
Because there’s
To much to bring up
Giving numerous amounts
Of possessions to argue

As a people
We need
Not the wants
But the strength
and order
to stand
and remain true

Something to keep
Holy
And Un chipped
Like the tooth

That’s been
In too dirtiest
Of a mouths
To put
any
Sorts of
faith
Into

Go on
Chapter
A million
And something
Something
thirty two

….

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Forever A Cowboy

Back in my day

I would have went over your head

I have no remorse when dealing with a course

that’s better off dead

I still want to be entertained

so it appears that’s all that this is

with a few drinks in me

I feel light on my toes with a draw that seems pretty quick

so  judge not on what you see now

because I still have cross hairs for those who talk shit

crosshairs that never failed

a cowboy who never quit

a bit of a problem

people shouldnt be

so hard to read

I wish we could believe

in all that another person speaks

but sometimes sarcasm feeds

too much / so much that we must have to second think

 people laugh when im serious

and look at me crazy when im just kidding..

im both dr. Jekyll & Hyde

I try to be just me

and that is where all of  the truth is and hides

right there in front/ under all in which you think is a lie

is really my truth just sprinkled under my disguise

im tired of my skin & all that it implies

Lord take up my spirit/please let it shine

 & take this fleshy shit I call shin & hang it up to dry

doesnt add up

im so scared of my love

and how strong it gets

how could I have been

so blind/oblivious to the obvious

soul stuck on what I want

I forgot to split

two & two from one

so we all can have a piece of IT

my lady, pushes me away

to bring me even closer

attacking my inner good

to bring way, her selfish product

what’d I do, I break

so I can touch her private some-thin

just to over think the situation

and have accomplished nothing

they say the 3rd times the charm

2 down, im getting closer

im not so much mad it hasn’t happened

more or less just disappointed

how can some one(s) I didn’t care for

bring out my “we are the champions”

and the one that I truly love

only bring out discontent wrapped in flaccid

this is where my heart yearns

for a better understanding

why are the things farthest from me

 the things I want the most badly

I figured by turning leafs

IT would of given me better chances

but if anything it leaves

me more confused in a frustrated fashion

so with a strong passion

im raging in as a stead that gallops

in the pursuit to find a way

to get my 1st choice & not the back up

 off of a high horse/to love

way beyond a mattress

but even through mad calculations

things still don’t seem to add up

BadDream AlarmClock

I get lost

in my dreams

not knowing

where their going

or where

im suppose to be,

I just

go

down the whole

deeper &

deeper

into sleep,

almost

forgetting

where to go

back UP

to take a second

to just breathe,

but the ocean

of this realm

keeps me

in

the

in-between,

of what I

think

im thinking

&

getting confusion

in imagining,

is this

the real

is this fake

or

just the blur

of the seams,

because

nothing upon nothing

its like

anything

of what it seems,

I wake

UP

tossing/turning

on my sides then

falling

to my

knees,

snooze button

no

no

no

no no no

NO please,

This is

Thee Alarm Clock

of a very-very

bad

bad

dream

habbits

the heat is getting hotter

im having trouble trying to breathe,

there’s moments of freshness

but the rest are moments of sizzling,

im still walking for the most part

although i keep falling to my knees,

how much more of this?

im screaming uncle, i thought i said pretty please…

none of it seems to work

what am i suppose to see,

ive stopped asking why

im about breaking these chains free,

but i cant get very far

with out the chain re-attaching to me,

that magnet doesn’t attract

yet it still, stuck to me..

i dont want (a tease)

I don’t want to

waste a breathe

i don’t want to

waste a second,

i don’t want to

make mistakes

that takes up time

in repenting,

i don’t want to 

pour out my love

if no one is

trying to drink,

why are you

blowing me kisses

if there not

intended for me,