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Seven times a woman: Don’t Ask Don’t Tell

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If I don’t judge you,
Then don’t don’t judge me.

Which is a little difficult,
Since I automatically
label everything
that I see.

There’s always
a motive at hand,
& Lord save the damned
Oh woe for those that can’t see .

The Media and followers
Have burned the image,
Of lust being
the save all
like its something that’s fat free.

Making it apparent
That love is a pointless
obstacle, as a glutton filled waste of a calorie!

Which is sad
Because that’s what
these hoes breathe.

Injecting and digesting
False pretenses
& endlessly
mixed feelings.
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Do you call something by its name,
when you see thats it’s disguised?

Is that a heads up to be discreet?

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Fire

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How the fire
Is a blaze,
And the shine that I admire
Is below depths as if in a cage,
resetting hardware that’s been rewired
New Years resolutions are but a maze,
Repeating grows tired
And you can say its but a phase,
What burns expires
And we hope for better days.
Don’t preach to the choir
Or invest to the high speed chase.

Rerun opportunities

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Simple is
As simple does.
Which explains
Why one was,
Going through loops
Of an never ending run.
Repeating what
They’re too afraid of,
Jumping to and
Getting away from.

not so vain

natural

is difficult to be,

there is so many angles

that one can perceive,

on one side this is this

and on the other that can be,

very further & farther from the truth

yet we take what we see,

satisfy our sweet tooth

and let the sugar bleed,

over our throats

out from between the teeth,

wants satisfy what is of the moment

and what we think we need,

food for thought an after thought

what is given is considered as an option or something ment to be,

if something is hungry

does it default it as something deserving to feed?

if my blood can provide

should I be the one to leak,

how much do I give

if they wont stop milking from the teet,

one can use the hand to swat away

or further embrace the teething,

its odd one could be

soul thoughtful and giving,

when others wont do the same

evil meek and lame will not speak,

although fueling others

just the same I am weak,

I need I need I need

but my God wont let IT be…

The Art Of

you can’t

make everyone

happy

I’m learning that,

they want you to go left

but not from what is left

so you go and give them what is right

yet still you catch the same slack,

the master

wants the young grass hopper

to think that the pebble they have

no one can ever snatch,

however like art

words no matter how direct

are still but allusions for interpretation

to be in sync doesn’t always match,

games end and start

when both players play on a the table

and fast math still doesn’t calculate

the power in the sleight of hand,

so once the dust has settled

and the howling wind finally comes to a calm

and every one is being honest (the truth is out)

why do we continue to play pretend?!?!

if one has you

by the balls

how can you

stomp your feet/ wave your hands and still make demands?

so what comes to light

do we ignore when in our sights

or do we use the rapport we’ve built

and let them know we understand?

knip it

in the bud

before its gets

way to out of hand,

I guess

that’s what happen

and that’s why

I got canned,

we all know

the revolution is coming

 we (the company) don’t need a bottom of the barrel dummy

getting all these underprivileged  people in need to make a stand.

.

.

.

damn.

/////(the second bullet point that was made

on my termination

was that

we were discussing the kelly thomas case

and that I stated

that some police “show no restraint”.

This client I was speaking with

has an old retired vet

who knew the system

and was no down on his luck.

Instead of getting preachy

as the previous poem questioned,

and just agreeing with the man,

[I call it “yes, yes’in’em”]

They took that as one of my stances.

Which may or may not be

but that’s not the case

because its irrelevant

to the fact that I was trying to

sweep him off the phones,

as to what they [the company] apparently wanted

instead of getting into deep conversation

but even that didn’t sit well with them)////

Side swiped at the perfect time

People Hate

What They (can’t have and)

 Dont

Understand,

LIfe

is happening

with or without you

so to fait, what is your primary plan?

you may think

your playing poker

and the main hazard here

is not, to not let any one else see your hand,

 this is chess

with carefully calculated steps

properly matched and set

 to meet and get their demands,

so clap your hands

and wish evil’s

just will

goes away,

like a domino effect

touching every single thing

that slips in/ falls out or that gets

in or around its way,

all that slander

and all those lies

strictly and only for you self satisfies

leaving little to be happy about when I am given the “bad news of the day”,

so clouded in my self

I hardly had

any feeling

left to feel,

when the enemy

that’s been on my tail

sees her window

and complains to those that also see its appeal,

I’m threatening

because their bullshitting

does little to scare me or make me submit to the

kiss ass and wait in line sort of parade,

I answer to those who ask

so if ever given a task

and those in which are thirsty and ask

for water and flask,

in which case I have

do I shew them away?

 and say for those comments/that answer/this water

this company (my employer)

does not pay for me to relay?

heavens no

I pour until I can’t no more

and if in conversation we both agree

that we are all in the final end of days,

why should you be offended

if what we’re grieving over

isn’t in your interest

if it isn’t within your grasp

then this subject matter

is not for you, at least not today!

not everything

is meant for you

or against all of you

who happen to think and feel

the same way,

let the dead

Barrie the dead

the blind

lead the blind

and you your self

can go on and about

your own merry way!

I’m not soliciting

or trying to make commission

some one has a dollar

I have 4 quarters

and they have a feeling

I’m carrying change,

do I ignore whats been left at my door

my response is

I have nothing more

what I’ve been given

and what you’re asking for

I give freely

because it’s what ive been given

to gave,

my god has

set me in my path

forgiven my awful past

and set me in my ways,

I was side swiped

at the perfect time

because at this time

I wasnt going to move

until the building came down

in flames,

so now

by no other choice

I move away,

oh how

comments

pave

(this is the first installment

of a week-long series

of how people

who can’t grasp the situation

they only caught

a fraction of a piece of

can jump to conclusions

further building

an excerpt catalog

that led to my termination

from a company that

is supposed to help

those that are less fortunate

down and out

on their luck

know them selves

what is needed

but wanting confirmation

who am I to deny

what is placed in my heart

not by choice?)

///my termination letter will be uploaded at the end of the week

to show case and better illistrate the up coming poems ///